Blarrg.
I just don’t know what to do with myself today.
My family and I had a pretty rough day yesterday. We attended a funeral in which we buried my Dad’s best friend. He committed suicide last week.
I just don’t feel like I have the energy or motivation to do anything today. I’ve literally spent all day today laying in my parent’s bed watching tv and napping off and on.
It’s made me realize that I truly dogged a metaphorical bullet last year. How Flip died - it could have easily been me. When I looked in the mirror last year and didn’t remember who was looking back at me, I could have easily brought the same pain to my parents and friends that Flip has brought to us.
Made me realize how much more beautiful life is, you know?
